Muddy mind

So while I'm turning in my sheets 

And once again, I cannot sleep 

Walk out the door and up the street 

Look at the stars beneath my feet 

Remember rights that I did wrong 

So here I go : Hello, hello 

There is no place I cannot go 

My mind is muddy

but my heart is heavy, does it show 

I lose the track that loses me 

So here I go  

And so I sent some men to fight, 

And one came back at dead of night, 

said "Have you seen my enemy?" 

said "He looked just like me" 

So I set out to cut myself 

And here I go 

I'm not calling for a second chance, 

I'm screaming at the top of my voice, 

Give me reason, but don't give me choice, 

Cause I'll just make the same mistake again, 

And maybe someday we will meet 

And maybe talk and not just speak 

Don't buy the promises 'cause 

There are no promises I keep, 

and my reflection troubles me 

Look at the stars, falling down, 

And I wonder where, did I go wrong.