I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest, or the girl who never wants to be alone. I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning; cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home Oh, the sun is blinding. I stayed up again. Oh, I am finding, that's not the way I want my story to end.I'M SAFE UP HIGH. Nothing can touch me. But why do I feel this party's over?. No pain inside. You're my protection. How do I feel this good sober?.I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence. Crying scares me cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation. I won't remember, save your breath, cause what's the use?.